The following images are in the opposite order they should be  -  which is what happens when you have lazy and static headed children designing any technology. I [in italics] leaded them here in the other order. 

And there is only one image repeated here thus far i believe, this, which was going to be bottom of the 'post'  - i don't post i just add in to one decade long project. Each entry is just another page. All of the same. Except this one.  She noticed..

astonishing five years i have had that super efficiency save every second 'habit'. By dint. Necessity is wonderful stuff.... 

interesting but not for now. Lets just say we had fun making our point. But sadly the originator of this, of course she could not understand it all. You don't...until you are passing fifty at the very least...and still, only one person ever answered the "Bertrand question", the way she did...  

always be very efficient or sadly you get nowehere...as they became so clever at disguising all crap.... 

AND ALWAYS BE VERY ORGANISED...  no matter what. You never quite know when you may need a tree.

This is about today. Actually today. So, why did she share with me she returns today....  how lovely to share this with her ridiculously lovely children. An impossible gift. Even now.... I really am the luckiest person in  the hollogram by far. I was not meant to have sublime happiness and more important  the only ..PURPOSE that matters... it is better than mere 'love' that i did discover... not pious virtue signalling radio 4 bullshit stated good purpose ... real 'purpose' is a winding path up a very steep hill over many  a month or year and you have no idea at times whether you shall fall of the pathway that is her....  but that you know for sure where she needs to go... and stay alongside no matter what. That is purpose... despite anyone for no one  not even oneself, simply because one can...and much ponderation for narcissistic or coercive dodgy  device in any of it.... nope... mutual benefit of the type that always matters and only matters. 

silly signage folk put all over their silly online naff nonsense; why did i fall into that illiterate and anodynest trope five years back i wonder? it will come back. There will have been a grown up reason

indeed it may almost be artistic response ..lamenting  the greatest piece of performative art this century i would so love for some years - those hardest years, and be educated by... her absurdly talented and poetical rendition of her song so abssurdly wise and perfect for every moment, is Indian....

.... in her kitchen. 

And i know great songs. And she didnt flippin back it up... thrice...always...

Nothing i perform is about any 'me' ... it is something rather more. If i can ever get it into one simple page or pic or even pc. 

We shall see.